And I don’t care if it sucks.
What this tells me is that it is time to do so. I have had thought on paper and in journals for years. I’ve threatened to do so many times only to find my idea die.
But this time is different.
Because I don’t care if anyone reads a single page. I don’t care if everyone hates it.
I don’t care because I’m writing it for you.
If I was writing it for me, I would care because it’s my ego on the line, but because I’m doing it for you makes my ego irrelevant (don’t tell my ego I said that). I use to think it the other way around, but I see that is why I didn’t do it. My pride and ego were too much a part of the process.
Maybe, just maybe I tripped onto something.
I will post some of it here, and let me know if you hate it so that I know I was writing to someone else.